MIA

Long.....pause huh? =p
I'm not sure if anybody keep updated reading my blog. Do comment if you drop by. Maybe could say a "hi" or anything else. =)

MIA for a long time =p
But still surviving, God has been all I need.
What a year this year? Different things happened. And many people that I know just had their personal problems that I couldn’t state in here.
In my conclusion of these things happening, it is because the end times coming very near. Trying to be positive about these things, but the human nature in me is also pulling me downwards sometimes. I’m still letting God to help me pull myself back together; He is the only one that knows the numbers of my hair. So I’ll just have to leave my future into His hands.

Although sometimes in life, people may think it is depressing. But I still believe that in God’s timing and purpose God will slowly reveal the hidden plans. =D I just have to be still and be content with everything that He has given.

Besides being in life’s downhill, I still have blessings as well. My youngest sister finished her diploma and will be getting her Diploma Cert today. Yay!! Congratulations little sister, I’m very proud of you! Really look up to your confidence level and your gifts. Keep it up; I know you can do well in your degree in future as well. Hope you’ll enjoy your convocation today. Also hope that you love the watch that we gave you as a pressie =p.

And currently I’m back into making my pom-poms. Even though I’ve been pausing for like about 2 months, I could make at least a few, and progressing slowly. Had taught my cousins and enjoyed myself in Singapore in the recent trip. I’m thankful that I had the opportunity to spend time with my aunt, my cousins and my granmum. The little little things that I’m currently experiencing is making me feel more content each day. I’m really thankful about what God has held me through. I know life is tough, and I just need to toughen my faith a little. (At least I’m trying).

I’m learning to be like King David as well. Need to be genuine towards father in heaven.
The message in mandarin did spoke to me that Sunday when I’m in Singapore. I needed to give my worries to God and ask Him to help. Then move on in life.

I’ve been thinking about future, I was advised to rest a little while more. I just have to listen to people who love me and care for me in this point of time. I just have to take more time to recover in the dismiss. Maybe different people take things differently. =) I’m much better now. Thank you father God.

Thank you for dropping by. Please let me know if you need any help in making pom-poms. i'll try my best to help =).




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travelling home.

Today I was reading the life testimony of a person by the name of peter and how his family go through the pain and hardship with him. His gfriend's sister's letter speaks a lot to my soul. I like the sharing of the song that she put up in tht book. this song is
by Frank E. Graeff, 1901

Does Jesus care when my heart is pained
Too deeply for mirth or song,
As the burdens press, and the cares distress,
And the way grows weary and long?

Refrain:
Oh, yes, He cares, I know He cares,
His heart is touched with my grief;
When the days are weary, the long nights dreary,
I know my Savior cares.

Does Jesus care when my way is dark
With a nameless dread and fear?
As the daylight fades into deep night shades,
Does He care enough to be near?

Does Jesus care when I’ve tried and failed
To resist some temptation strong;
When for my deep grief there is no relief,
Though my tears flow all the night long?

Does Jesus care when I’ve said “goodbye”
To the dearest on earth to me,
And my sad heart aches till it nearly breaks—
Is it aught to Him? Does He see?
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so jesus does care. This month is already the 3rd month from Raymond's passing. I'm still trying to let go, things seems easy to be said than done. i know wht is right to do, but I just continue doing things tht sometimes i cant control. Dear Lord please help.


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God had not promised (in the tune of "this is my story")

this song was just in time for me. I thank God for the precious moments God had given to me...to encouragement through bro and sis in christ last night. Prayer meeting was soothing to the soul, mind and spirit to continue to walk towards God's leading and direction.

i'm not so afraid now, with a little step of faith leap. May the Lord guide and help me not to think so much about the past but move foward. Lovely song, I would like to share. In the tune of "this is my story".

God has not promised
Skies always blue,
Flower-strewn pathways
All our lives thro’;
God has not promised
Sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow,
Peace without pain.

God has not promised
We shall not know
Toil and temptation,
Trouble and woe;
He has not told us
We shall not bear
Many a burden,
Many a care.

But God has promised
Strength for the day,
Rest for the laborer,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials,
Help from above,
Unfailing sympathy,
Undying love.

by Annie Johnson Flint

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Solo by Iyaz

Samuel was listening to his favourite songs...then i was listening to this XD
caught my attention in the moment. Although i was feeling a little like that..right now..i just believe God will just pull me through in His time.


Intro -
I said I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo

Verse 1 -
See gyal we used to be a team
Running the streets (yeah)
We was living out our dream, ohh
You used to be my rider
I was your provider
Now we separated in to two

Pre-Chorus -
Oh and baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)
And now you got me trapped up on this island
Where noway to get home

Chorus -
And I dont wanna go, go
I dont wanna go, girl
I dont wanna it, no no
I dont wanna it, down low
I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Chorus 2 -
Cuz I was so high
And I dont wanna walk around alone,(solo)
I said I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

Verse 2 -
You was the beat onto my top line
Put us together
And you affi 'it the rewind
See, you give me a purpose
Now I'm getting nervous
That my heart will never sing again
Oh, when we was burning up the airways
They know us from the Virgin Islands to the U.K.
See, we was on the way to the platinum and gold
Never thought that you'd go , but you did yeah
Yeah, You did

Pre-Chorus
Oh and baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)
And now you got me trapped up on this island
Where noway to get home

Chorus
And I dont wanna go, go
I dont wanna go, go
I dont wanna go, no
I dont wanna it, no
I dont want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)


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Ben

just humming the tune of "ben"
sounds meaningful...especially when it comes to missing someone so much.

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's one thing you should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben



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=) really like my handmade things

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Am I walking towards the Lord's plans?

sometimes i wondered if i'm making a corrrect decision or am i just mearly following what my heart wants?

recently i've been working on a lot of craft. Be it clay or wool. Sometimes i still sense the loneliness of losing someone so special in my life. Yet I'm content with whatever state I am. I do fail most of my time. Seems like i'm easily agitated with little little things.

Feelings of hurt still comes and go. People near me just come and go. I believe that do matter what i'm facing now. The Lord knows them all. And I'll just have to lift it up to Him. Be it now or What is next, I'll still have to make decisions and face more decisions.

I havent been blogging many days, I just dont find something nice enough to blog out. =D.
I havent been reading others blogs as well =P.


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