Nov 2015- remembering Ridzuan Condo.

It may be yesteryear, but my memories in Ridzuan Condo triggered when I was reading about it. Happy times, meaningful moments, sad times, stressful times and a place where I call home away from home 11 years ago. Although I'm not in touched with any of my housemates, I still remember vividly the time when I'm there with them.

I remembered a girl by the name of Selina, she was the 1st christian sister that I met before I start classes, she was my housemate. I started my course with feelings of Joy and Happiness. It was my dream to become a mass commer. I was thanking God then and was grateful that I was given another chance to study. I gave Selina a warm hug and said hello to her asking her which church is she from and she was actually from Sabah. She only have 1 more semester there when I went in, as she is an A level student. I felt at home the instant I was there.

My roommate comes and go. Hannie was the first to leave due to her JPA scholarship, we lost contact right after she left, she is as sweet and bubbly like her name. My room has always been a place to play sleepover and mid night chats. There is always one of the housemate that will shift over to sleep with me when anyone left the house. I believe it was because my room was the master bedroom. It was spacious and near the window, the air is good there as we are in the 11 or 12 floor I couldn't recall already. Unlike Albert, the distance from Ridzuan to my classes in Taylors Bali Campus is just 15 min walk, or just less than 5 min drive without traffic. Sometimes I would take the free shuttle and sometimes I would walk. There are times when I take the shuttle to Taylors Subang to use the library internet access there to check my social network.

My 1st housemates group of housemates were Hannie, Seowleng, Priscilla, Sumee, Selina, and another girl that I couldn't recall her name. I'm closer to Priscilla, Sumee, Selina and Seowleng. Every evening, the whole group of us will go for dinner together in a food place at ground floor named, Cassie. It belongs to a family that has a daughter by the name of Cassie. We were often their customer that they even invited us to their house one day. I remembered Cassie was then learning latin ballroom, she showed us her skirt. She is a pretty young lady, still in secondary school then. We will also send our laundry to a shop where they will 1st weight our laundry and charge us by the weight. I only go to the laundry shop during rainy season or when my assignments are piling up, as I would hand-wash my clothes.

I have 2 classmates that stays in Ridzuan. We do group assignments together, crazy pictures for assignment's powerpoint, chitchat, fill up water from the water machines where we need to pay 20cents and walk to college together. Luo qian had a car after 1 semester, she offered to fetch me back after college, I'm blessed with good classmates like that. When I'm in lipis for chinese new year, she would drop by to meet me in my grandma's house. She is the only one that I still stayed in contact after I drop out of college, but then later we lost contact again. There are many other things that I have tasted in my Taylors years, but it would just be a memory as I can never re connect with my college mates again. I understand it as a bygone and I will appreciate the friends that I still have right now.

If only I'm in Ridzuan for 2 years, I would have most probably bumped into Albert then. But I guess, it would be a different story altogether if we met then. I'm thankful that we have met later, that makes it special.      



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Bear fruit

A sister that I've known during my secondary years, reminded me so much about living for the Lord. I've been torned a lot this few years.Last week I had ask God to help me see what things He wants me to have and has given to me. It certainly has change me views in life, and had made me reflect back on God's glory and God's wonders.

Saturday morning I reflect about being good stewards and also about giving. Whatever we have is belonging to God. So I am to give things or time to the poor, either in spirit or financially.

2 Corinthians 8:15
As it is written, “He who gathered much had nothing left over, and he who gathered little had no lack.”

I'm blessed with this verse in 2 Corinthians 8:15, it helps me a lot in giving freely especially those who are in God's ministry.

As for the sister, she shared that, it is the happy faces of people in the sunday school or church goers that make her wonder and want to have that kind of life. I'm challenged to live a happy life!~ To have a happy life, how?? God answered me today..
happy life= contentment in life, although have loads of worries, yet we have HOPE, PEACE and LOVE everyday in our life.

John 15:8

By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples.

so that if anyone see us, he/she will acknowledge and question in their minds, who is the God we're worshiping or what is our secret to our content lives. John 15:8 is a verse that keep me reminded this morning, just wanted to pour out and encourage others to do the same. =)

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April, May & june...busiest months....

April just passed by. Dint know how I gone through it. enjoyed most of the events in April, learnt a lot, learnt to be humble, learnt to break out from my cocoon that was there. Yet tired, yet feeling difficult, yet feeling uneffective at times, feeling unable to do things that was suppose to be done. But He knows all things that I go through. I try to do my best, but yet felt that I'm not giving me whole heart.

Went for mission trip at KGH, it had happy and discouraging times a the same week. I'm not going to mention here, but I believe it will just help me to grow as time pass by. On the last day of the trip, we visited the waterfall, enjoyed the waterfall although I dint want to get myself too wet. It is so good to be at the waterfall. I enjoyed to see God's creation, so beautiful, majestic...and nice sound of the water splashing. See so many butterflies flying around the waterfall place. I'm blessed, coz i Love butterflies. It was the few times I'm very contented during my trip down. Other than that I'm also contented for getting to know different faces. Some still smiling although life for them isn't easy. I'm encouraged to see their faith.


Went for a recent good friend's wedding. this time finally I managed to catch up with a few that I've known for almost 3 years. =) I'm happy to meet up with chunyip and also his gf shirley. It has been ages since we met up. FRIM? I think that was when we met the last time. Had a great time together. Went to watch THOR. =) I hope that we could meet up more often. =)Enjoyed their friendship. Cant wait susan's wedding bells, family camp & kat lee & keeken's visit. And many more weddings to come.


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Mission debriefing..& camerons trip.

Just came back from camerons today. Left camerons at about 330pm reached lipis at about 545pm. Had pancake for breakfast, and realize that it was shirley's parents. The night before had steamboat with Anderson, Eelin and Ben. Had good tomyam, and also ..had a fun time..catching up and laughing with them, enjoying each other's company as bro and sisters in christ.

Went also to Kea farm, buy strawberries, dried peach, dried bitter gourd, flowers, honey and jambu epal. Something new to my eyes. Cost a lot too. Around Rm5 for each if you buy a lot together.

Went up for a purpose to get to know teamates better for the mission trip to kampar. Will be going with another 7 students. Me as the co-supervisors with another brother. Try to remember their names but yeah..still trying to remember their names. Why my memory so bad yeah =(. God please help me lor.

The landslide at HCC was very very bad. And they are still thinking of a way to fixed it. Need the money to pay to build back the road. It is so bad that the church van cannot be moved out of HCC. Pray that the road will be fixed up soon. =( Sad to see the landslide though.


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April Fool day?

Today was my travel day. Phew. Train was delayed from Mentakab. 3 hours late from the estimated time of arrival. So in the end I reach Kuala Lipis after 5 hours waiting.

I enjoyed myself, although I was a little bit uneasy and impatiently waiting for KTM (Keretapi Tidak Tetap Masa )to arrive. End up smsing with Gina and Norman while waiting for the train, in the train station.

Saw a little monkey wearing a small pampers (lol). Got tricked today by sinhui, telling me she is going new zealand to work. And after chatting with her for like 15 min then only realize she was pulling my leg.

While waiting, planned to get a phone that is good for playing games while waiting. iphone, ipad, sony errikson, samsung..or blackberry? I'll be heading to camerons tomorrow. Hope me and eelin will reach there in time, and hope for good weather.

April fool day, always let me wonders if smses are real. Scary...like afraid of being trick by anyone..had to be very very careful. hahaha. but hilarious also. So I reach lipis save and sound. Went to night market with ah gu and did some last mintute photostating.

Hope everything will run smoothly tomorrow. and i missed the black horse. Cass have to stay focused...God will give help.




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Infatuation

when you miss someone you just know for a couple of days. is it infatuation?
when you just wanted to see her/ him online on fbook, is it infatuation?
your hearts melt when you see her/ him calling you just to talk with you on the phone. Although a few minutes. Is this infatuation? Or it is just feeling happy that someone is being supportive towards you. After such a long time, since princess/ price charming had left you in planet earth.

Proly some people are just being nice. =) it is just their character, I look up to people like this. Sometimes I would also like to be like them. Caring to anybody that come across their paths. Makes me know that, if I wait upon the Lord, good people still exist. Scarcity but yeah...there still are people among our age that love the Lord. wait lor for prince on the white horse number 2. Since number 1 have already gone =(. Miss number 1 a lot though.




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Pixelated....

Started working on the pixels that I bought from fbook...few weeks back. Not very happy with what I came out with. Although I have the idea. I came out with a few heart shaped...with cross key holder. But proly I still do not know how to iron those stuff well. The pixels tend to break easily.. Or that I shouldn't press it hardly.

Phew. Made 3 different designs. Gave up awhile. Proly will work on them again. Another time. =( I want to make something nice. HOpe that God will help me with the designs.


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