Abraham, who, contrary to hope, in hope believed, so that he became the father of many nations, according to what was spoken, "So shall your descendants be." And not being weak in faith, he did not consider his own body, already dead (since he was about a hundred years old), and the deadness of Sarah's womb. He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform.
Romans 4:18-21 (New King James Version)
Wht? 100 % brain damage equals brain dead. It was hard...I questioned the dr. " will he still recover from it?" if it is brain dead equals there will be no recovery. No other medication that we can feed him with it the brain is not moving. We prayed hard...
I'm just left dumb folded, couldnt just talk for awhile. I believe God just answered our very own prayer during that time to sustain Raymond. Another dr. checked him at 6pm and told me that his brain function 60% off the other 40% still there. I do believe in miracles that God will still can make it happen at no matter what state. God will make a way, where there seems to be no way.
I kept asking the dr. how come he still can react with tears and when they are feeding him..i still can see him moving. He told me he cant explain coz he just isnt there to see it. He was tearing i told him...is it his own reflect or it is just a body reflect. Dr cant explain that.
How come the blood pressure and his heart beat is better yesterday? Dr say...it is always the brain cant function that little by little it'll shut the heart and then...that is the end of it..When i heard that .i cant tear at all at that moment.
I'm just very troubled that moment...then i prayed with raymond in thankfulness that God still give him a 40% to recover. I believe that 40% will be better...rather than detoriating. I hope humanly that he'll recover...quickly by my valentine...it'll be our 1 year together. Neither that i know that things like these would happen. If I know i would have spend more time with him.
I really thank God we did went to Singapore together end of last year. We even promise Aunty Ann that we'll be going this Dec again. I hope he'll be awaked then. God allows it...it'll be a great blessing....please pray hard for many of us...we find it really hard to believe that God want to cure him sometimes....God please help my unbelieve....=( . God i pray that you'll heal him....raymond is your precious one...he'll be the person that will share to everyone about your blessing in his life. I came to realize...human plans will not always be done. Sometimes life is at stake...since we're still in earth...I agree that we do have earthly blessings from God...but...as we focus on the creator God. God have it more over in His home. And i trust that all of us have to continue to fight this battle in the Lord...
He is the only one that knows every thing. =) Keep praying for raymond. His CT scan is out today. Pray that the dr.s know how to help him. Thank you for updating yourself by reading my blog. GBU
Living Only for Him and Only He knows my life
2 comments:
Dear cassey,
i cn feel ur pain, i've never been through ur situation, i just don't know what should be said but i would like to share with u this scripture i read this morning:
"If you have faith and do not doubt, u'll receive whatever u ask for in prayer." (Matt. 21:22)
Dear sis, be faithful and stay strong ya, i believe He will answer our prayer according to His perfect plan for Raymond. It's not easy to hold on but rmb He's carrying u and we're walking by ur side too.
Nothing is impossible in Him. *hugz~
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